“This has been a healing outlet for me, therefore it has already paid it’s value many times over.”C.C.
Loving you is like loving the sand in an hourglass
Silky smooth yet coarse as you pass through my fingers.
It’s like catching raindrops in your hands
for every bit you catch, so much more is slipping past.
We had a past.
A pretty good one too,
Yet I must be an hourglass
As I can feel you slipping through,
Your body running over mine
I guess we used up all our time..
I wonder if I’m still on your mind?
You’re on mine..
Every time I close my eyes I feel the touch of your lips, your mouth on my neck, your hips on my hips.
But then they open and I’m alone again, on my own again.
Looking at you through a pane of glass I can see that you’re happy.
Or you seem happy.
Either way I’m happy you’re happy or seem happy cause honestly as long as you’re happy it’s fine that I’m not.
You found friends and a direction
While I payed to get lost.
I disappeared into a sea of bodies and alcohol and way too hyped DJs
I did this on replay
And over again.
And while I’m getting better at hiding the pain
I can’t seem to stop meeting new people with your name.
I’m not sure if this is a sign that I’m supposed to forget you
I mean I’m certainly glad I met you
But now I need you to let me go,
For the final time
I loved you
Now it’s time for me to go.
Loving her, is like falling.
That weak limbed, newborn creature
Who’s barely graduated from crawling.
New pudgy limbs, weak and bruised from trying to walk.
Tear stained cheeks left over from the overflowing stormy rivers that is bawling.
Loving her, is like arguing with a toddler.
Get her food, wake her from naps, and coax her out when she’s stonewalling.
Every single fight, reverts to name calling.
She’s, she’s worth it.
See, loving her is like, it’s like falling.
It’s so absolutely effortless, right up until the ground hits.
As always people, keep spreading all the peace, love, and tranquil vibes you can!
I said we were a story for ever after
she said we were words in the wind
i had wrote her a song and now my heart I can’t rescind,
Those words, oh so gentle
Oh her faces when we sinned.
and it seems our love was rental,
wish I never touched your poison skin.
Your poison skin which burned my lips
with every word spoken,
as we connected at the hip
and now my heart is broken.
My golden gifts you parade like a token
from an emotionless conquest
with three words left unspoken.
I love you.
I don’t mean those words anymore
but they used to be true.
They used to be true before you emptied your drawer,
Don’t come here again
Your lies darken my door.
And don’t take that tone, don’t you fucking complain,
You knew what you were doing
Poison runs in your veins.
And experience has spoken, you can only cause pain.
Spreading your lies and your hate shall be your undoing,
that damn toxic lifestyle
you keep on pursuing.
And in the end, I hope it’s worthwhile
when your beauty has faded
and so has your smile.
Hey! So people seemed to appreciate the poetry back when I was posting it so I figured I’d upload some more ^-^ some will be happy and some shall be sad depending on what point in my life they were written, please treat my work kindly! ✨✌🏼
Peace, love, and tranquil vibes!